just tryna have fun :)

being at the school is only one boring day but having a computer lesson is one fun thig to do!

why?

finish the task as fast as you can and then just surf the net and paly dinerdash,burger island,sally's, supermarket mania,

unfortunately, twiiter is prohibited.

but, speaking of twitter,just follow me @siscaspencer

so,gonna end the blogging before the teacher caught me!

long live HIGH SCHOOL :)

immature creature.

i'm pissed.

he really drives me crazy.

not because love, but because of hatred.

oops. not hatred. i did not hate him. i only dislike that boy.

a boy that never ever grow.

not peter pan.

well, they seems to have something alike.

they are on active, no too active boy.

this boy is so full of energy. his energy will be more than usual when he pisses someone off. one annoying guy. they said, annoying boy sometimes have a good side too. well,his good side sometimes appear but it's like an astronomical events. occur every longggg period.

he is one lunatic racist.

" I can see angels go down from heaven and camp around us"

that's what everyone says when he's absent. even his bestfriend. seriously.

i sit behind him and he stretch his arm to the back. the last one, almost smacked my face.only a few centimetres away. yeah. what the hell.

fellas, one more thing, because of what he's been doing to me, my friends, his friends always tell we'd be a couple. but that won't turn into reality. Let me tell you why.

First, he is my best best friend's ex-boyfriend.

thre's no way i'm gonna go out with him. my friend told me that it will be okay cause i deserve to be happy too, but i said, no i won't cause i know deep inside my bf's heart, she still loves him. even if i fall for him, i won't say a thing. i will ease it!

Second, he got a crush already!

even before he dated my bf, he fall for this girl until now. it has beena long journey for their lve and it's not easy to ease that kind of love.

Third, he hurt me badly.

he call me names, he insult my skn colour and he called me negro (no offense everybody) and it left a scar in my heart. so it is impossible. just so damn impossible. get it?

i got three reasons start with "he and then bla bla bla" so, the problem is with him!

and i dislike that guy.

an immature selfish racist.

back...again...

hey i'm back to blog again to tell you more about my life.

lately, the love love things really bother me. first, my classmate said that maybe i;m in love with the guy that always annoys me in our class. And some of his fellas said he's into me. But, seriously, annoying your 'target' really not high school's seducing style.

Second, I told my best friend (a girl ofcourse) that i think, having an arranged realationship is okay for me. because it wont be bothering for me to find the love and hope and wait for him to make a move. And suddenly, my annoying brother's pal told me that he wants to introduce me to his brother. And he kinda 'bribe' me with crocs which may be cheap in your place but in my place it worth around Rp 450.000,- or around 45 bucks. His brother seems okay (more than okay actually.) we got the same hobby ( i guess) he likes to read books also novel and from what i heard, i think he is the same like me. We are both a silent little bro and sis from an outgoing brother. Well, it has been around a month since the brother told me he wants to introduce that prince charing who i never met until now. Actually, 2 or i-don't-know weeks ago, when i got home, my mom surprised me with a news. She said, the big bro gonna take me to a mall together with his bro and big bro's fiancee. and all of those sweats and the i-don't know-what to-do smiles came! She said the plan was, going to one famous mall in the weekend. but until the night before the day when the angels will came down and bring my sanity, no one told me a thing. not even the big bro and my own brother. GUESS WHAT?it's just a freakin lie

THAT PISSED ME OFF.

third, my mom's best friend's child got married and we went to the reception last night. All of my mom's friend, even the groom ( i swear!) said," OH! Sisca, you are so big already!" and the other thing that pisses me off again, almost all of em asked me, where is your boyfriend? I said," I don't have one." guess what did they answered, one same line that i hate,"You are lying." WHAT? I SWEAR TO GOD, I CROSS MY HEART I DIDN'T CROSS MY FINGER,I'M NOT LYING! and what did i say? i only smiled.ha-ha.

just great how love ruled my world.ha-ha.

fifteen.

Geeez. I'm in love with Swift's song.fifteen.as I am fifteen now,my besties told me to listen to this ong.it's so us she saidz. I listen to it and I looked at the lyris and, omigod.this is so me and I really hope I'm not Abigail.

It's amazing how she pur it into song.she mean it and everything she sang in that song refers to fifteen girls like me.how we believe everyone who tell us they love us.how we waited for a senior to wink at us and tell us lots of things.and how first kiss (despite the fact I never ever kissed) makes our head spin and dancing in our room.also,how we never know what the bigger things we can do rather than hooking someone from the football or basketball team.it is so real I almost cry!!

I'm enjoying my fifteen year.ooops sorry.still fourteen.waiting for 27th december to come and give me aging day.sooner or later I'll be one of those women who queue for an anti-aging product that cost a world.with lots of advantage blablabla. Will be busy going to beauty salon to dye up my hair cause the white thing appeared too much and gotta try so hard so my children and beloved husband won't neglect me.
But,for now,who cares?


I'M FIFTEEN!

PHYSICS

I want to go to science class. Though I should face my extremely bad but needed enemy, physics. Hate it cause it's so complicated!whether it's really hard or 'someone' turn it into hard one!
Tomorrow is my physics final exam.I'm really not in the mood to learn physics. With its linear motion and sin cos tan!ugh ugh ugh!it's just so so so so puh-lease!
That's why now I'm blogging instead of sticking my 15 y.o eyes to the paper and start to memorize it! Come on, why should this beba hard one? Maybe next year if I'm in science class, I hafta burn all of thios and drink it with water!
Acceleration = delta V / delta t
Ckckck.that's the most basic one for a grade 10 students.HERE.the greatest obstacles to my lovely life in the middle of money or love is PHYSICS!
To everyone who read this, I BEG you, pray for me to pass my PHYSICS.
Now let's study cause I don't want my mom to yell at my do re mi fa sol's score.

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