Tuesday, September 6, 2011

sad night

have you ever feel like you cant sleep? laying awake, turning from side to side? hitting the bed with your feet? cant get your head off him?

have you ever felt like it's too much to handle? like there are too much love for your heart to handle? have you ever felt afraid of what people might say because you say you like him where he doesnt even remember youre alive? have you ever felt that sad for thinking of someone like mad when he doesnt even recall your name once a week?

have you ever thought of 1000000 scenarios that might happen between you and him but deep down you know it is as impossible as flying?

you worry every night, you wish he'll be fine. you wish he'll have a safe trip, great day and just wish you know where he is and when you know, you feel at ease. you feel proud when he does something good and the truth is,

you feel like he's everything and you are actually nothing for him.

sad eh?