fifteen.

Geeez. I'm in love with Swift's song.fifteen.as I am fifteen now,my besties told me to listen to this ong.it's so us she saidz. I listen to it and I looked at the lyris and, omigod.this is so me and I really hope I'm not Abigail.

It's amazing how she pur it into song.she mean it and everything she sang in that song refers to fifteen girls like me.how we believe everyone who tell us they love us.how we waited for a senior to wink at us and tell us lots of things.and how first kiss (despite the fact I never ever kissed) makes our head spin and dancing in our room.also,how we never know what the bigger things we can do rather than hooking someone from the football or basketball team.it is so real I almost cry!!

I'm enjoying my fifteen year.ooops sorry.still fourteen.waiting for 27th december to come and give me aging day.sooner or later I'll be one of those women who queue for an anti-aging product that cost a world.with lots of advantage blablabla. Will be busy going to beauty salon to dye up my hair cause the white thing appeared too much and gotta try so hard so my children and beloved husband won't neglect me.
But,for now,who cares?


I'M FIFTEEN!

PHYSICS

I want to go to science class. Though I should face my extremely bad but needed enemy, physics. Hate it cause it's so complicated!whether it's really hard or 'someone' turn it into hard one!
Tomorrow is my physics final exam.I'm really not in the mood to learn physics. With its linear motion and sin cos tan!ugh ugh ugh!it's just so so so so puh-lease!
That's why now I'm blogging instead of sticking my 15 y.o eyes to the paper and start to memorize it! Come on, why should this beba hard one? Maybe next year if I'm in science class, I hafta burn all of thios and drink it with water!
Acceleration = delta V / delta t
Ckckck.that's the most basic one for a grade 10 students.HERE.the greatest obstacles to my lovely life in the middle of money or love is PHYSICS!
To everyone who read this, I BEG you, pray for me to pass my PHYSICS.
Now let's study cause I don't want my mom to yell at my do re mi fa sol's score.

X_X

how to hook a hottie

i checked out my library's books stock and found one great novel. HOW TO HOOK A HOTTIE.by tina ferrarro. telling baout this ambitious girl Kate DelVecchio who got lots of money from her unwanted relationship that every grils had ever dreamt about. Being Brandon Callister, the school's hottie's gf! she got trapped with the date to the banquet that every girls had wanted for their life but not Kate. But,unexpectedly,this unwanted relationship turn into a very kaching-kaching business!together with Jason Darlymple or , shorter,Dal (her best boyfriend only friend not up to love canuse Dal's raken) they be a hooker for girls to cool and hot guys.Everything seems nice and Brandon's departure to a camp that put off the banquet date make it nocer. Although Lexie the rich spoilt nosy brat always interrogate Kate about it.

But what happen when suddenly Kate fall deeper into that business?What happen when Kate realize something about Dal?What happen when suddenly Brandon came home earlier and tell Kate the great news?

read it yourself!i won't tell ya!hohooho.you hafta read it!

you will love it. DEFINITELY.

lalu :)

hari sabut tanggal 21/11/09 ada baksos di suatu organisasi bernama tzu chi. mama ngajak kesana untuk melihat baksos besar itu kayak apa. selain poli gigi untuk anak sekolah mereka, ada operasi minor dan mata. bangun pagi-pagi langsung jalan,sampe sana amazed banget!sekolahnya itu ada liftnya!hebat kan?di sekolah itu banyak anak-anak rusun juga anak luar.bener-bener bagus deh~!pagi aja udah banyak anak sd olahraga kayak senam gitu pokoknya keren deh.habsi dateng langsung ke tempat operasi.heheheh.

Lalu bantu-bantu di tempat mata,jadi pendamping pasien. Bertemu banyak orang. Tanya siap atau tidak. Dan saat itu,bertemu seorang oma dari Palung di Poso. Namnya oma Rosa Mbatono. Dia sangat ceria. Gak ada takut samas sekali di matanya yang memang katarak. Saat aku tanya takut atau tidak dia jawab,"Takut hanya sama Tuhan. Anakku,ini 'oleh-oleh' buat kamu. Jauh di mata dekat di hati." Benar-benar menggugah hati.hahaha.lalu kita bercerita ria.hehhe

tapi yang -paling berkesan setelah itu adalah LALU dan teman-temannya. Mereka adalah apsien sumbing dari Palung, Poso. Lalu itu umur 13 tahun. Bocah lelaki yang senang tertawa!entah kenapa dia seperti adik sendiri. Senang tertawa seperti ujung mulutnya akan menyentuh kedua matanya :)

Ngobrol dengan mereka sangatlah menarik. Mereka bercerita tentang mereka, Palung dan banyak lagi. Waktu sedang main handphone sebentar,lalu mencondongkan bafdannya ke arah handphone. benar-benar seperti anak kecil yang sangat ingin tahu. aku terkikik dalam hati dan menggeser kursiku ke sebelahnhya,"Ini blackberry. Ini handphone di Jakarta. Bisa ke internet,juga bisa foto. Mau foto?" aku menawarkannya dengan takut-takut. Tapi dia sangat riang. dan kami berfoto.hahaha.aku ikut dengannya sampai dia di infus.dan setelah itu,aku harus pulang,sedih sih. malam berikutnya sebelum tidur ingat lalu.apa sudah sembuh apa sudah balik?dan lupa bilang bahwa nanti dia juga mesti jadi orang berguna.Tapi nasi sudah menjadi bubur.dan hanya bisa berharap bahwa nantinya dia akan sadar akan tujuan penting ini.hehehe.

blogging.again.

I made my blogger account.again.

Somehow,i don't know why, i forgot my email and pass i used for my blog account.really!

serious!i just can't find it in my brain.i wrote it already in a piece of paper.*oh!i can look and log in!* yeah right.but i lost the paper.tch.so,just me in a very complicated situation that drives me a lil bit crazy with i-will-forget-everything-every-second-someday sickness!tch.okay. anyway.i'm making my own one and i'm going to colour it with life and love and laughs!hee heee . nice to meet ya.