my little spot

around January, I was shocked by a Calling Letter for parents.

Yeah. My school gave it to me.

I knew what's happening. It's about the controversial picture and also some harsh(they said) comments.

Cause it was in my album, so i also gave a notice about that.

so,here it is.

I got a picture of a friend tagged in facebook, then he say something bad like, it sucks.

and then, an annoying junior (2 level lower than us) just yapped around and said, don't say sucks. i know your father's sucks but don't say it here. although your father's sucks.

and, around a week before it, my homeroom teacher just gave us a warn not to mock parents.

then after bal bla bla, some of us, from my class, were called to the counseling room and they want to call my parents cause i said, butt, your IQ is too low, also slap. so, they called my momma. thank God she understand the matter and only told me to talk better in facebook.

from that time, i know i don't have place to show what i feel. then, i focused on twitter, and now my relatives also my junior adding me so they knew what i said. then i don't know where is my spot where i could tell what i felt without the one who knows me knew. then i remember my blog. and here i am with lots of story :D

FYI, i love my blog :)

i can say anything i want and they won't know.

well, actually i post the address but, i think they don't care.hahaha!

idk

it's like living in the world with a mask on.

Adapt!

that's what they say. but i just can't get it. yeha, we are adapting. but for that 'scenes' only. what happen if the 'scene' changes? something would happen. what is that? a different thing! people called it hypocracy. but whether they realized it or not, they're doing it too. so which one is right??

AAAAAAAAAAAAA

I DON'T KNOW!

photoshoot ;)

me and marsha :) I'm the one with orange bandanna!

me and my two best friends did a photo shoot. here's the results. i think it's cool :)

it's not all cause the rest of it are still in jessica's camera. haha.but enjoy everybody!leave comments.

behind the scenes everybody!

i have a superwoman friend. look at our body size difference!
taken in the park bench near marsha's house :)
me,marsha(camera face),and jessica,a moment before we start the second photo session :)

it's my pic taken by marsha. but seriously, i look so fat here :(this one taken by jessica.it's me with marsha.
me and jessica.
jessica said this is so cool and pretty but whaddaya think?it's me of course!
The three of us :)

immature creature pt II

today was the mid sem activity.it's exhausting we should run from my school building to the other building. with the traffic, i almost dead and flat like a dead frog i saw just now. well, never mind.

what i'm trying to say is, that immature creature didn't bug me at all. that made me happy. and the other thing that made me happy is that he won the first place in the sprint competition. i'm happy cause that made us the winner in this year's mid semester activity. got a trophy but i can't post the pics. due to the rules hat prohibited the studs to bring handphone,blackberry and stuff bla bla bla i can't take its pic.

oops.

back to the immature creature. until the end of the day, he can't end the day without fooling me around. he put my face inside an empty carton adn said it is my mask. and i chase him around the corridor and he went in to an empty room and his annoying friend lock us from the outside. great. thank God he only pull it not lock with keys, i can pull it, but seriously,

I HATE THOSE TWO CREATURE! they are like UPIN and IPIN but the evil version!!!!

then he kept bothering me but then a good friend helped me. FYI, my good friend won the dance comp. He's in the first place with my friends and he was the choreographer.cool right?

i wish i could post some of my friends pic :) but not immature creature.ugh

lifechanging decision

yeah i know that changing your blog name isnm't a lifechanging decision. maybe when i reached age 20 (Ugh.can't imagine being old :( ) i'll change the name again

but just for you to know, i did this for you to know that i;m still a teenager and i;m pround of it.

by the way, two ambition that i have now, work in a publishing company and i hope i can be editor in chief ( is editor in chief works in publishing company?book publisher i mean), and i want to be a chef. so choose one. i can't . i love both of them. well, i don't know. my mom said, you should get your bachelor degree. i want my children to have 'tails' in their name like phd etc. so, what should i pursue?

HELP ME! ADVICE NEEDED HERE!

immature racist part 1

hey, immature creature, congratulations! you got your own title. here, i'll tell the world a little something about you.

well, today, he didn't mock me at all. that made me a bit lost cause i don't know what has gotten into his mind. or maybe, he ate too much meds or he hasn't took any.

but one thing, maybe because yesterday, in the midst of the movie editing process which was done by me, my bf, and his bf ( a girl, but he's not into her) i ask his bf, what happen to him,does he has any grudge on me?since the first day, he mock me with no end. like calling me names and so on. and she said, what happen? why in a sudden your taking him up?we didn't talk anythiong related to him.

as far as i remember, i got no answer. well, maybe later that night, she told everything to that racist and guess what, maybe he was offended.

well, i don't really care. it's good to have no one bothering you. though i felt like something is missing. but i don't care. nuh-uh.

but the bad news is, i knew this would happen, his tongue must felt so itchy cause he didn't mock me. so at the end of the day, he was joking to his friend about lady gaga always wears halloween costume - i bet you ten bucks that he heard that from someone maybe his big sis - and he told his best friend that i was the one who always wear halloween costume and can't never take it off. duh. so lame.

i don't care.

you will hear from me again.soon i guess. :D

la vie

life isn't about me only life isn't about me and you only but it's about all of us.

it is so freakin complicated.

full of problems.

full of pain and sorrow.

i guess life is not about smiling everyday but smiling after or before crying.

living a life is like going on a highway with a high speed. you could look back and see what you left or look forward and realized that you are getting closer.

yeah. getting closer. but for me, i don't know what thing get closer to me. my aim that's clear to me is only to have a good and happy family. make a better family than me. make sure that my children won't undergo what i've been through since i'm in my mama's womb. i will make sure that my child's tree's don't have a big and dark hole also scars.

my aim for now is only one: build a better family.